Insanitee's Character(s) [whycan'tIputinspoilers?]
May 19, 2013 18:50:38 GMT -5
Post by insanitee on May 19, 2013 18:50:38 GMT -5
~o~
If it's all the same whether I
live or die, then I choose to live.
If it's all the same whether
I'm there or not, I'll at least leave something
behind.
~o~
~Name~
Ciel
~Age~
2
~Gender~
Male
~Rank~
Explorer
~o~
"A scary, unclear future...
A heartbreaking, painful past...
I can't put up with it anymore;
I want to stop up my feelings..."
If it's all the same whether
I laugh or cry, then
I'll laugh, and I'll cry.
However much I'm scorned or wounded,
I'll just laugh it off...
~o~
Ciel is a lost wolf. He has never been quite the same since his mother died and his father took it out on him. He is nervous other brutes because of it. When he talks he makes sure he chooses the right words, and his opinions can be a little vague. He acts as though nothing is wrong but if you watch closely you can see it. He is somewhat a perfectionist that finds it hard to do things 'wrong' or different. (WIP)
~o~
"If I can't be perfect, then I can't love myself.
Faded things are weak, so feelings only get in the way.
So in that case, there's no point to emotions, is thereH
If you can't be strong, then there's only pain..."
~o~
Ciel is a light grey wolf with dark grey markings on his face and back. He is small but fit, and not overly muscular. His fur is nice and smooth, and his eyes are a dark, deep blue. He is built for running silently. He has small scars if you look closely, on his face, back and legs. He is scented of the air before a storm and early spring.
~o~
But in feelings, there's always warmth to be found somewhere.
The imperfect, unstable things... We call them our "soul."
If it's all the same whether I live or die, well, I've decided I can survive.
Laughing, crying, without finding reward... That's a life I can love.
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Ciel was born to a mother who had troubles having pups. Her first littler was two stillbirths and one runt who died within a week. Ciel was the only survivor of her second litter and the births killed his mom. Cielfs father took his frustration and pain out on Ciel, blaming him for his matefs death. When Ciel was a yearling his father would rough him up a bit, but one day he was too harsh. He left many gashes on Cielfs body, scarring him both physically and mentally. If it had not been for the packfs wise healer, Ciel would have had infections and large, noticeable scars. He ran away soon after the fight, and has been looking for a new home ever since. (WIP)
~o~
And as for perfect things, well, it's fine by me if there's none.
Yes, I can take it life-sized, yes, it's fine. "Is itH" It is.
~o~
The song lyrics are of the song "Perfectionist Complex" by the vocaloid Megurine Luka. Its a realy great song.
I can endure the pain
We did get a demo simulator-like thing, too